Leave for Camp today

Well I am currently at JJ's house. She's at work, so I guess it is just me and whatever sister is home. I feel really awkward. Her older sister made more of an effort to talk to me, so I feel comfortable around her already. I'm sure the younger sister is nice...but I feel like she either thinks I'm weird or doesn't like me because I don't really talk if I don't know you well. Or you know, if you make an effort to talk to me first.

It's funny. I tried all summer to start waking up at nine or earlier so I wasn't waking up at an absurd hour. But I failed often. It was impossible to wake up at eight, and I would usually press snooze so many times I'd wake up more like ten. But yesterday, I wake up before eight and can't fall back asleep. Today I set my alarm for ten. I figured it's my last day to sleep in. And I feel awkward at JJ's house when she isn't here, so I figured the later I slept in the less time I had to be here alone before I left for camp. Yet I woke up several times before nine and struggled to fall back asleep, before finally waking up just before nine. I guess it's nerves about camp combined with sleeping in a strange place. I know I'll be tired later on because of this, but oh well. I'm going to have to get used to waking up way earlier than this.

Speaking of camp, I head there today. We leave around one and it takes about a half hour to get there. I'm so nervous I feel sick. And...JJ's boyfriend Aaron is the one driving me, and I'm so uncomfortable around him. I don't talk, and I especially don't talk to boys. They just put me on edge. So not only am I dreading camp but I'm dreading the drive there.