Sunday, January 31, 2010

Fading

I'm tired of this stupid...pointless...miserable thing called life.

Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
Find a hole in a wall someplace
sleep forever
stop having to fight
this never ending battle
tired of pain
tired of abuse
tired of life

Once upon a time, I had a spark inside me. No matter how horrible things got, I always clung to hope. People told me I was strong, that they couldn't believe how amazing I was. Now...the spark is gone, only a few wisps of smoke remain. I really don't know, if I can ever rekindle the flame.

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