Crushed

My memories are something
Too scary to face
A rope around my neck
Pulling me in
Judgement clouded
By past regrets
Constantly remembering
All the dumb mistakes
I’ve made
I shutter in shame
Hating where I’ve been
Wondering why
By now
I haven’t learned
To be cautious
About the people
I trust
With the depths of my heart
But you said you loved me
You said you cared
So foolishly I trusted
I gave you pieces of me
I can never get back
You greedily took
Leaving me empty
Discarding me
As soon as my
Friendship
No longer benefited
You
So here I am
Stranded
In a field of heartache
Left to pick up the pieces
You so heartlessly
Scattered
Feeling as though
My whole world has shattered