What am I supposed to do?

I just don't know where I am supposed to go from here. I want God to flash me some sort of sign...some sign so obvious even I can't miss it. I want my path to unroll before me. My heart isn't in going back to NNU...I don't feel like it is where I belong anymore. But I don't know how to go about finding another school either, and frankly I'm scared to go anywhere else. I want to know where I'm meant to be, what I'm meant to do in this life. I know I have a passion for art...I know I have a passion for helping people. But I just don't know how either of those things are going to get me a career in life. Art therapy intrigues me, but I doubt positions are easy to come by. I wish I could set aside my doubts and just put my life fully in God's hands. But I'm not someone who believes that if I fall he'll catch me. I still don't have that kind of faith.